Tuesday, November 17, 2009
How many acts will we play? How many scenes and chapters until we figure out who we really are and our true destiny? When will the fragments piece together to form a less subjective truth? When will the pieces piece together? How many skins must one put on until they find their own selves?Labels: question lost
set me free :: 5:34 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
The hair cut I want to get ^
point to the afghan-can you tell which one is which XP
My room clean-OMG i can see the carpet and tiles for the first time!
the notes i didnt throw out-ahh they look so neat like this!! plastic boxes ftw!

uh this was attempting to clean haha
yumm this chocolate store in the city i fell in love with
me and metal man forever ;)
I dont even know how long its been since my last exam, but i think ive lost track of time. i never had one minute to myself, or to my thoughts even when i was dreaming, even when i was walking around-my mind was cluttered by how many things i had to do and how much time i had left. i was competing against time. Now time is moving at my pace and i like it very much :)
i went out for a 20 min run yesterday, it was the best 'me' time in a long while.went on the swings to XD haha I LOVE SWINGS i dont care if im 40 years old im getting a set in my house
went out to DFO on friday-some shops had absolutely NOTHING but went to giordano (i think thats what its called) and i bought tops singlets, pants 3/4's trackies jacket everything hah!
i signed out as well-thanks to Mr Henry that was easy to get signed out for all 3 english classes, and math was simple-and adamou did all my humanities cept fletcher wasnt there SO i have to go back to get my resume. damn it oh wells its as if i cant leave that place and i dont want to.
I CANT STOP HAVING DREAMS ABOUT THE HSC-last night they told me i hadnt done the real thing yet and i had to go and study for legal and english again :( so about 5 hsc dreams so far wait no 6, and in all of them, i have to redo the exam and arent ready yet-its as if ive waken up from a 2 year nightmare-the world doesnt feel the same
i guess its here in the unknown, where my path is unclear that i truly feel free, unbound
With no support it is here that I am truly free, with no ties pulling me from all corners-from land. I have no sense of direction. But im free
I still have to finish that 1000 piece puzzle -its just in pieces everywhere sigh and going to go finish mockingbird-i wish i knew an Atticus Finch, because of him ,there is hope for aspiring lawyers
set me free :: 5:24 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
'The beginning is the most important part of the work'-Plato
Ah, freedom; it truly is the sweetest, savoured best after the greatest hardship. \
I finally got a blog-another thing on my 'to-do' list for after the HSC. im so happy now but, as someone once said: 'In order to understand ourselves, we must first delve deep into reconciling our past.'
Year 12 has finally come to an end. the moment i walked outside of the gates after my final exam (legal Studies) the world changed. It was as if the world was painted in new colours, as if a thick curtain that surrounded me had been dropped and i could see clearer. All that tension, anxiety and sheer terror was released. so this is freedom.
hmm..HSC was interesting.
English advanced was, in my opinon, more trickier than last year (especially with BOS screwing everyone over with THAT question)-modules was weird especially the skin of a lion q, but i think i managed.
haha mathematics! 2008 was so easy this felt more 3unit/harder2unit exam, nevertheless, im extremely thrilled i continued with 3unit math. Of course the extension paper is always tricky, but considering how i cant usually do any questions i was quite happy with this years paper because i could do 1-5 (cant do 6 or 7 anyways).
the exam i was dreading THE MOST was Extension English. Especially because i actually tried properly this time and sent Mr Henry essay after essay, did another creative and did past responses. I was about to cry of joy when i saw how both qs fit perfectly with what i knew and i could answer it. :) yay for english!
Modern History was great (i hope i dont jinx myself)-germany and indochina qs were perfect OMG I PREDICTED THE ANTI-WAR Q THE NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM! HAHAHHA I EVEN SENT AN EMAIL TO KEATING-i literally started cracking up in the exam hall lmao..personality was ok as was ww1.
Legal was so boring-could the exam have taken any longer? seriously! mc were good, short asnwer were ok-couldve been wayyy better. world order q was great! was tempted to do the state sov one but it woulda been risky-so i stuck to the simple one. hah family was sooo weird-i mean WHAT was with the marriage q-thank god i did the court one, weird but good because it allowed you to argue a point as opposed to wo were you had to make your own points.
ahh my room is still in a mess, i threw out 4 garbage bins of work and thats only half of it-have so many books to sell! and still need to sign out...
life without school is so carefree, i feel unbound, no strings-free to drift in any direction, with or against the current, the anxiety-the belt around ones neck is loose now,
we have become the wind....
the air...
free.
Wow ive been out more the past 5 days than i have all year. went to the city twice, shopping (oh my hsc book list is so big now hmm i think il start with mao's last dancer), sushi restaurant (YUM!), movies, tv, reading, relaxing, sleeping fb-ing...living :)
Quote of the year:
“Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.”Lance Armstrong
Labels: end of hsc, life
set me free :: 4:34 PM
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
How many acts will we play? How many scenes and chapters until we figure out who we really are and our true destiny? When will the fragments piece together to form a less subjective truth? When will the pieces piece together? How many skins must one put on until they find their own selves?Labels: question lost
set me free :: 5:34 PM
Saturday, November 14, 2009
The hair cut I want to get ^
point to the afghan-can you tell which one is which XP
My room clean-OMG i can see the carpet and tiles for the first time!
the notes i didnt throw out-ahh they look so neat like this!! plastic boxes ftw!

uh this was attempting to clean haha
yumm this chocolate store in the city i fell in love with
me and metal man forever ;)
I dont even know how long its been since my last exam, but i think ive lost track of time. i never had one minute to myself, or to my thoughts even when i was dreaming, even when i was walking around-my mind was cluttered by how many things i had to do and how much time i had left. i was competing against time. Now time is moving at my pace and i like it very much :)
i went out for a 20 min run yesterday, it was the best 'me' time in a long while.went on the swings to XD haha I LOVE SWINGS i dont care if im 40 years old im getting a set in my house
went out to DFO on friday-some shops had absolutely NOTHING but went to giordano (i think thats what its called) and i bought tops singlets, pants 3/4's trackies jacket everything hah!
i signed out as well-thanks to Mr Henry that was easy to get signed out for all 3 english classes, and math was simple-and adamou did all my humanities cept fletcher wasnt there SO i have to go back to get my resume. damn it oh wells its as if i cant leave that place and i dont want to.
I CANT STOP HAVING DREAMS ABOUT THE HSC-last night they told me i hadnt done the real thing yet and i had to go and study for legal and english again :( so about 5 hsc dreams so far wait no 6, and in all of them, i have to redo the exam and arent ready yet-its as if ive waken up from a 2 year nightmare-the world doesnt feel the same
i guess its here in the unknown, where my path is unclear that i truly feel free, unbound
With no support it is here that I am truly free, with no ties pulling me from all corners-from land. I have no sense of direction. But im free
I still have to finish that 1000 piece puzzle -its just in pieces everywhere sigh and going to go finish mockingbird-i wish i knew an Atticus Finch, because of him ,there is hope for aspiring lawyers
set me free :: 5:24 PM
Sunday, November 8, 2009
'The beginning is the most important part of the work'-Plato
Ah, freedom; it truly is the sweetest, savoured best after the greatest hardship. \
I finally got a blog-another thing on my 'to-do' list for after the HSC. im so happy now but, as someone once said: 'In order to understand ourselves, we must first delve deep into reconciling our past.'
Year 12 has finally come to an end. the moment i walked outside of the gates after my final exam (legal Studies) the world changed. It was as if the world was painted in new colours, as if a thick curtain that surrounded me had been dropped and i could see clearer. All that tension, anxiety and sheer terror was released. so this is freedom.
hmm..HSC was interesting.
English advanced was, in my opinon, more trickier than last year (especially with BOS screwing everyone over with THAT question)-modules was weird especially the skin of a lion q, but i think i managed.
haha mathematics! 2008 was so easy this felt more 3unit/harder2unit exam, nevertheless, im extremely thrilled i continued with 3unit math. Of course the extension paper is always tricky, but considering how i cant usually do any questions i was quite happy with this years paper because i could do 1-5 (cant do 6 or 7 anyways).
the exam i was dreading THE MOST was Extension English. Especially because i actually tried properly this time and sent Mr Henry essay after essay, did another creative and did past responses. I was about to cry of joy when i saw how both qs fit perfectly with what i knew and i could answer it. :) yay for english!
Modern History was great (i hope i dont jinx myself)-germany and indochina qs were perfect OMG I PREDICTED THE ANTI-WAR Q THE NIGHT BEFORE THE EXAM! HAHAHHA I EVEN SENT AN EMAIL TO KEATING-i literally started cracking up in the exam hall lmao..personality was ok as was ww1.
Legal was so boring-could the exam have taken any longer? seriously! mc were good, short asnwer were ok-couldve been wayyy better. world order q was great! was tempted to do the state sov one but it woulda been risky-so i stuck to the simple one. hah family was sooo weird-i mean WHAT was with the marriage q-thank god i did the court one, weird but good because it allowed you to argue a point as opposed to wo were you had to make your own points.
ahh my room is still in a mess, i threw out 4 garbage bins of work and thats only half of it-have so many books to sell! and still need to sign out...
life without school is so carefree, i feel unbound, no strings-free to drift in any direction, with or against the current, the anxiety-the belt around ones neck is loose now,
we have become the wind....
the air...
free.
Wow ive been out more the past 5 days than i have all year. went to the city twice, shopping (oh my hsc book list is so big now hmm i think il start with mao's last dancer), sushi restaurant (YUM!), movies, tv, reading, relaxing, sleeping fb-ing...living :)
Quote of the year:
“Pain is temporary. It may last a minute, or an hour, or a day, or a year, but eventually it will subside and something else will take its place. If I quit, however, it lasts forever.”Lance Armstrong
Labels: end of hsc, life
set me free :: 4:34 PM